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Portraits of Courage – C. S. Lewis

A Promise Kept, a Reluctant Convert, and a Late and Costly Love

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This is a biography of C. S. Lewis, not a book by him. Written by Ochorus as the seventh volume of Portraits of Courage, it tells his whole life in narrative: the Belfast childhood and the mother he lost at nine; the schools he hated and the atheist tutor he loved; the trenches of 1918 and the promise he made to a friend who did not come home; thirty years in the household of that friend’s mother; three firsts and a fellowship at Magdalen; the long, reluctant road from atheism to God and then to Christ, by way of Addison’s Walk and a sidecar to Whipsnade; the Kilns, the Inklings and Charles Williams; the wartime broadcasts and the talks to airmen; weekly confession, daily prayer, the Agape Fund and thousands of letters answered by hand; the Socratic Club and the Anscombe debate; Narnia and Cambridge; his marriage to Joy Davidman, twice, and her death; A Grief Observed; and his own death at home on 22 November 1963.

It is an independent work. It is not published by, affiliated with, or endorsed by the C. S. Lewis estate or by any company that holds rights in his writings. Lewis’s own books are still in copyright and should be obtained from their publishers. This book tells his life in its own words, quotes him only in three short sentences, each with its source, and does not retell his stories. His teaching is set out in a separate Ochorus companion, Key Teachings of C. S. Lewis.

Where the sources disagree, on the year he came to believe in God, on the nature of his relationship with Janie Moore, or on what happened at the Socratic Club in 1948, the book says so and gives the main views fairly. It is written with gratitude but not hagiography, naming real struggles: his pride, his deception of his father, his brother’s alcoholism and his own grief. All Scripture is from the King James Version. It ends with lessons from his life, a study guide, a chronology, and a note on sources with further reading, including the public-domain classics he loved that are in the Ochorus library: Athanasius, Augustine, Bunyan, Thomas à Kempis and William Law.

“Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it.” — Proverbs 22:6, KJV Clive Staples Lewis was born on 29 November 1898 in a semi-detached house called Dundela Villas, in Strandtown, on the eastern edge of Belfast.
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Contents · 29 chapters · 2 hr 51 min read

  1. 1 Preface 6 min
  2. 2 Introduction: The Life He Told, and the Life the Letters Tell 6 min
  3. 3 Little Lea 6 min
  4. 4 August 1908 5 min
  5. 5 Schools, and a Faith Let Go 6 min
  6. 29 Appendix D: Notes on Sources and Method 5 min

Questions and Answers

What is this biography of C. S. Lewis about?

It is a Christian biography of C. S. Lewis (1898–1963), the Oxford and Cambridge scholar who came from atheism to faith in Christ in 1931. It follows his whole life: his Belfast childhood and his mother’s death, the trenches of the First World War, thirty years in the household of Janie Moore, his conversion, the Inklings, the wartime broadcasts, Narnia, his late marriage to Joy Davidman, her death, and his own.

Who was C. S. Lewis?

Clive Staples Lewis, known as Jack, was born in Belfast in 1898. He was a Fellow of Magdalen College, Oxford, for nearly thirty years and then Professor of Medieval and Renaissance English at Cambridge. After returning to the Christian faith he became its best-known defender in the English-speaking world, through radio talks, books such as Mere Christianity and The Screwtape Letters, and the seven Chronicles of Narnia.

Is this book connected with the C. S. Lewis estate?

No. It is an independent biography, not published by, affiliated with, or endorsed by the C. S. Lewis estate or by any company that holds rights in his works. Lewis’s books are still in copyright and should be obtained from their publishers. This book tells his life in its own words and quotes him only in three short sentences, each with its source.

How does this book differ from Key Teachings of C. S. Lewis?

Key Teachings of C. S. Lewis sets out what he taught: joy, the moral law, pain, prayer, the four loves and glory. This book is a narrative life. It tells what happened to him and to the people around him, and touches his ideas only where they are part of the story.

When did C. S. Lewis become a Christian?

In two steps. He came to believe in God alone in his rooms at Magdalen, a moment he dated to 1929 but which most scholars now place in 1930. He came to believe in Christ in September 1931, after a long night talk with J. R. R. Tolkien and Hugo Dyson on Addison’s Walk on 19 September, and a ride to Whipsnade Zoo in his brother’s sidecar nine days later.

What was the relationship between C. S. Lewis and Mrs Moore?

Janie Moore was the mother of Paddy Moore, a friend Lewis made in army training, who was killed in 1918. The two young men had promised to care for each other’s families, and Lewis lived with and supported Mrs Moore from 1919 until her death in 1951. Whether they were lovers in the early years is disputed; the book sets out the views and does not claim to know.

Why did C. S. Lewis marry Joy Davidman twice?

In April 1956 he married her in a civil ceremony so that she could stay in England, regarding it as a formality. When she was found to have cancer that autumn, he realised that he loved her. The Bishop of Oxford refused a church wedding because she was divorced, and on 21 March 1957 a priest, Peter Bide, married them at her hospital bedside and prayed for her healing. She recovered for three years and died on 13 July 1960.

How is Scripture used in the book?

Each chapter opens with a passage from the King James Version that carries its theme, beginning with Romans 10:20, God found by those who did not seek him. Further passages are woven through the story, and the appendices include lessons from his life, a chapter-by-chapter study guide and a chronology.

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@book{ochorusoriginals2026portraits, author = {{Ochorus Originals}}, title = {{Portraits of Courage – C. S. Lewis}}, year = {2026}, publisher = {Ochorus}, url = {https://ochorus.com/books/c-s-lewis-a-life/} }